Why we never really get over that first love

Twenty years ago . . . She was my first relationship . . . My first boyfriend . . . I was 17 . . . She was 19 . . . We were crazy about each other . . . We broke up because . . . So much time has passed . . . I find myself thinking of her . . . He keeps appearing in my dreams . . . I'm happily married . . . I'm happily married, BUT . . . I can't help but wonder . . . We recently reconnected . . . I know I need to move on . . . Please, h...